Too late

Sometimes, you know you could have just acted the simplest way of just taking the phone and make the phone call or message but you didn't. So what if i had miss the real thing by 12 hours, when i see it, i should have do what i need to.To make it worse u felt that there's something was really wrong but you chose to wait thinking that there's always time, you can do it later. The fact is the moment only come at that time, when you lost it, is not the same by calling again later. It's over. That feeling of awfulness knowing that you could have been there, even if you can't help much but just being able to support at least help more than anything. That's all that matters. I don't know what this feeling is. It's build out of guilt, regret and a very heavy heart.