There's a time I doubt myself whether to commit in a relationship where there are so many uncertainties to its future. As time past, i did eventually. 1 year to 2 years and not knowingly, it's turning 5 years. So what's wrong if i date the same guy from the days in high school till marriage? Nothing's wrong, is just awesome if i last till then.
But, what if, at some point of time, i felt like i didn't pursue my dreams or go all way out to do the things i want to do just because i was being a couple? Will that day ever come for me to realise that i need to find myself and letting go what i have believe in for so long?
I always feel that i need to explore and search into this live that i'm living in. If that feeling ever get stronger, i don't want to be torn between my love ones and smtg that i'm not even sure of. I do not want to make a mistake and neither do i want to just let go without even knowing how far can i go. I just need assurance, i just need the magic word. Can you keep up with me or is it me that was suppose to understand you? I need to see you in me.
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