Behind the facade

Being a middle person and an outsider can be so tiring and frustrating. Caught in between guilt, doubt, respect and frustration enhanced the pressure in her brain. All she needed was some time to clear her heavy heart but there was no time as she had to face them soon. Swallowing all her emotions, she consoled others and convinced them she was fine. Once the door was closed behind her, tear drops kept falling down her cheek. All she could do was to hide her sobbings by turning on the tap water. It wouldn't stop till she doesn't even know the reason behind the tears again.

"Tears are words the heart can't express"

"Tears are the safety valve of the heart when too much pressure is laid on it"

"Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears, so that we can see life with a clearer view again"

She just needed rest and be oblivious of all the misery that is surrounding her. She doesn't know why she let things affect her this time. Maybe she was tired of having to depend on others. She just needed some sleep. Everything will be fine again.

Alone on the street

Night walk wouldn't seem so scary if the world is a safer place to live without the need to warn people of snatch thief or rapists. Somehow today as i was walking on the roadside back to my cousin's place, i looked around and told myself all is well. I began to relax and felt at ease. I was actually enjoying the walk, look up the sky and immersed myself with the beauty of the clouds and stars. Suddenly, a motorbike zoomed past me and all my senses of defence kicked back in. Clutching my bag tight and walking at a faster pace. Oh yes, if only the world was not tainted with crimes. My night would have been perfect....

The mermaid theory

When you are friends with a guy/girl who is attached, never let your manatee image turn into a mermaid (from himym) or my own version for guy - never let the toad be the prince. You have to keep your guard and make sure that the image remains a manatee. That's when you know you can continue to be friends. Otherwise, you can see complicated status on fb ;)

"V" for Vendetta

The best part that get to me :

"Artists used lies to tell the truth about politicians that used them to cover the truth up"

My amusement ;)

Today, I felt like i was sixteen again when i was having fun in the arcade. I used to go to "The Wonderland" (if i remember correctly) in Mahkota Parade with my friends. The spontaneous stop by in arcade today was just the thing i need. I tried few different games in half an hour. In such short period of time i was laughing my head off, sweaty from all the excitement and beaming in happiness. Although i was there for a short while, but it sure felt very long. It was total exam distress. It was the best RM5 that i spent for that half an hour and the only relief and relax moment that i ever felt in this exam month. Yea, other than ECO and April Fool month, it happened to be my exam month too. Glad that exams are finally over. So, hell ya, quality time beats the hell out of quantity time and i don't need so much money to make me happy. I just need some friends who can enjoy this simple thing and have fun with me.

These are my favourites; i called them "my old friend amusement":

Hit the crocodile game

(best to play when you are frust or need to lose a temper)

Daytona

(played the most during my school time)

Spot the difference

(My all time fav)

Shooting game 

 (thrilling - tried two different kind today, one of them was kinda scary)