Being a middle person and an outsider can be so tiring and frustrating. Caught in between guilt, doubt, respect and frustration enhanced the pressure in her brain. All she needed was some time to clear her heavy heart but there was no time as she had to face them soon. Swallowing all her emotions, she consoled others and convinced them she was fine. Once the door was closed behind her, tear drops kept falling down her cheek. All she could do was to hide her sobbings by turning on the tap water. It wouldn't stop till she doesn't even know the reason behind the tears again.
"Tears are words the heart can't express"
"Tears are the safety valve of the heart when too much pressure is laid on it"
"Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears, so that we can see life with a clearer view again"
She just needed rest and be oblivious of all the misery that is surrounding her. She doesn't know why she let things affect her this time. Maybe she was tired of having to depend on others. She just needed some sleep. Everything will be fine again.
Babe, I know just how you feel like, having to depend on others. sigh...it's okay...you have no choice sometimes but to endure it. things will get better. rainbow after the rain. shopping after conflict. not a bad idea. *wink*
ReplyDeletewell u are hallway through ur ukm race.and you not far from finishing line.well throughout ur race,u have been through ups and down,loops,mudhole and yes rain.well it has been always a one man race towards the finishing but with some courage from people around u have made it halfway alredi,jst keep pushing,take it in ur stride and hit the nitro button.and u will be there.and the finishing line is awesome.be inspired ya!!!!
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