When life pushes you

Lately, i've been listening to real life stories on how life can really pushes you to dead end till nothing matters anymore. The latest fashion in town, the megasales, the juicy gossips of celebrities, your decision on what kind of hairstyle to change, some party celebration, your daily rumbles, youtube videos and the list goes on seems so insignificant. That are exactly some of the stuff i see on my facebook Home. While i admire and envy some people who is living in total peacefulness with non to worry except for little things compared to much bigger problem of a certain individual having, i can't help but pulled to this sorrowful area of a particular person.

All the negative energy absorbed quickly to every part and particles of my already half troubled heart. I lost the balance between the material world which has turn mankind snobbish and ever competitive and the plain simple happiness in this life. What is the right path?

I wish to turn a frown into a smile.

I wish to understand the cycle of life.

I wish a great mass of positive energy would force its way to eliminate all the negative cells that has almost turn cancerous in me.

Greedy me in Pasar Malam

Pasar malam reminds me of all the good food that i love and also at the same time food forbid by my parents when i was young. Nevertheless, staying here in my cousin's place, SS2 Pasar Malam is definitely my favourite place. There's so much variety of food that it is almost as good as jonker street or even petaling street.

In one night, i ate a slice taiwanese pizza, curry chicken potato puff, corn in cup, curry fishballs stick, herbal egg, longan pudding, one bowl of asam laksa and coconut drink and i could just continue gobble more if time permits. My tummy was literally speaking to me, asking me to keep continue sending all those food down. I don't mind having a dinner date in pasar malam for a change some time. It satisfies my tummy than high class restaurant at times. yummsssssss!

My dream :)

To go soon

Royal Selangor Visitor Centre

To have in the future

The ToyWatch XL

Choices and chances

An article that i stumbled upon tonight and potrayed exactly what i felt like for the past few days. Coincidently it relates to my blog's name as well

"As we go throughout life, it can sometimes seem mysterious to think how we arrived at our current place. Each person's life represents the aggregate total of all their decisions and the influence of chance. For many of us, it can be tempting to blame 'fate' or the actions of other people for the fact that their life has not turned out the way that they had previously imagined it would. For many people, this has resulted in a slowly burning internal anger against their circumstances. The enduring problem created by this phenomenon is that it constructs a mental barrier that prevents people from taking the actions that are necessary to improve their circumstances.

The first and most important insight that must precede any sustainable improvement in our life situation is the realization that we are fully responsible for the course of our life, and our decisions are the means by which we navigate the river of chance. It is most certainly true that we cannot control chance. There will always be events and circumstances in our life and the world at large that are out of our control. The secret to influencing your future lies in understanding that there is no point in worrying about things that we cannot control and focusing all of our attention on the decisions and events that we can influence."

I must be proactive and i have to take hold of my life. I can change the situation. I have to believe in myself.

The joy of giving

Everyone loves a little suprise, a small gift and presents are always welcome. Nevertheless, the joy of giving are equally pleasant and sometimes is better to be on the giving side than to be on the receiving side. A smile of your loved ones and people you cared is much more valuable and meaningful than getting what you want at times. The moment that person screamed with joy and thank you, that is when you know you did all thing right. Birthdays and Christmas are the perfect time to feel the joy of giving and receiving. Having experienced both joyous moment lately, i would say, the joy of giving socores it better.

Today in the midst of all the joy, that's when i realized my handphone was missing. What a great turnout! Really hoping i left it in my office and not anywhere else. My handphone gift was not even a year old, he should not be short-lived. I have many dreams yet to accomplished with him.